Am I a Mothers' Day Grinch? Not exactly, but today I'd like to present a perspective that is different from that depicted on Hallmark cards: the perspective of families who need some extra compassion on this holiday.

With Mothers' Day falling this year on Sunday, May 13, now is a good time to think through how the meaning of this holiday for you may differ from the meaning it holds for some friends and family members.

Families without mothers. Even as I write this title, I feel some personal sadness. My own mother died over 30 years ago, after many years of my celebrating this holiday to honor her. Not only would I send flowers and, if distance prevented our spending the day together, we'd have a long phone conversation in which I'd tell her how much she meant to me, and I'd also remind my younger brothers to be sure to connect with Mom. In those days, Mothers' Day was about MY mother. Following her death it became a holiday with mixed emotions, as I cherish her memory while, at the same time, wishing that her life could still be a part of my life.

In my early 30's I was diagnosed with infertility. All of a sudden Mothers' Day was "in my face" for at least a month before the actual day occurred. Every time I opened a newspaper or a magazine I would find stories of mothers. Every time I turned on the TV or radio, there would be some attention to the approaching Mothers' Day and the opportunities families had for celebrating it. And in all the media would be reminders to make reservations at a favorite restaurant for a Mothers' Day meal. And there I was, wishing like anything I could be a mother. Not so that I could celebrate this holiday so much but, rather, to satisfy my craving for cuddling an infant in my arms. My husband and I did find ways of escaping the holiday hoop-la, but even with our efforts to plant a garden or play some golf or take a leisurely walk in a nearby state park, I still knew that others were celebrating a holiday I could not call my own. It wasn't fun in those days.

As many of you know from my recent book When You're Not Expecting, I have counseled hundreds of individuals and couples with infertility. Each year as Mothers' Day approached I would ask my clients to anticipate this holiday, think through its meaning for them, and try to find creative ways of deciding how to spend it. Some celebrated the holiday with their mothers or their mothers-in-law. Others used the day to connect with nature in some way, to indulge in a short trip, or to have a potluck dinner with other infertile friends who, like them, dreaded this particular holiday. So, while I won't go so far as to think of myself as a Mothers' Day Grinch, I do own up to my role in helping my clients to figure out how this holiday could be less painful for them.

Another group for whom Mothers' Day is poignantly painful includes those individuals and couples who have experienced a pregnancy loss or an infant death. Since, with regard to pregnancy losses, there are no rituals to memorialize the pregnancy loss (and often no mementoes to save, except perhaps a sonogram photo), the mourning parents may feel especially emotionally vulnerable on a day that honors mothers. If an infant has died, there may have been a service, sympathetic loved ones, and a gravestone in a cemetery, but in American society there often is the assumption that emotional recovery equates with putting the loss "to rest." So loved ones may not be at all aware of the emptiness of a Mothers' Day for parents who, even years later, are grieving the death of their infant.

In my life more recently, I've needed to extend comfort on Mothers' Day to my two nieces, ages 12 and 14, whose mother died unexpectedly just 16 months ago. It was especially difficult to comfort them last year, their first Mothers' Day without her, but this year as well they remind me that Mothers' Day will never be the same for them. And they're right. So I talk with them and their dad (my brother) about how they can embrace Mothers' Day in a different way than their friends' families are doing. This year they have decided to lay flowers on her tombstone, and then to go hiking outdoors, away from the visible celebrations in restaurants. If the weather is too inclement, they have a backup plan - a movie followed by takeout food they can enjoy at home. For them, as for other families without mothers, having a plan for the family to enjoy themselves gives them an emotional cushion when faced with families in their community who are celebrating the holiday that will never be what it once was in their family.

Families whose mothers are at a physical or an emotional distance. These families could include grandparents raising grandchildren, children in foster care, children whose fathers have custody of them, children who perceive their mothers as abusive and adolescents who have left home because of family conflict. Mothers' Day is likely to touch these family members in different ways, often with considerable ambivalence and wishes for greater closeness with this parent who does not live with them.

Another family where mothers may be physically separated from their children could include immigrant families, either because the children have not yet come to the United States to join their parent(s) or because, in the case of some undocumented Chinese immigrants, their infants are sent back to China to be raised by the grandparents until the immigrant parents in the US have enough economic security to provide a home for their young child being raised in China. Another immigrant group where parents and children may be separated for periods of time includes agricultural workers who travel entire geographical regions sowing or harvesting seasonal crops. Living circumstances can be very chaotic for these families, with low wages added to the uncertainty of living quarters.

Childfree families: In couples who have decided not to have children because they are infertile and unable for various reasons to bring a child into their family, Mothers' Day can be bittersweet. Many couples have ultimately made their peace with being childfree, whereas others still carry feelings of sadness and regret for the door to parenthood that has closed in their lives. Other couples have a firm commitment to remain childfree, a decision they reached after careful thought and, perhaps, after bucking their parents, in-laws and loved ones who urged them to consider the joys of having children in their lives. Indeed, many childfree couples do have children in their lives, but not as offspring; they are likely to look at Mothers' Day as an observance they can share with friends and relatives who invite them to their holiday meal.

Where do we go from here? So now I've elaborated on those families where Mothers' Day evokes feelings of sadness and regret rather than the glow of happiness most people anticipate from women of childbearing age. And, as you may have gathered, my hope is to encourage readers to think about how we can be sensitive to those women who are not mothers.

I think a great deal of grief could be avoided by not wishing every female in sight a "Happy Mothers' Day!" It doesn't pay to assume they are mothers and, if they are, chances are they have figured out how to enjoy this day.

Be on the lookout for well-meaning folks who are possessed with the Mothers' Day spirit. I am thinking particularly of religious leaders who, with the best intentions in the world, decide to honor the mothers in their congregations on Mothers' Day, either by giving them corsages, having them stand for recognition, or by having a special reception after the service. I cannot tell you how many of my clients and friends have been blindsided by a religious service in which they felt invisible, not honored and generally discounted. If your place of worship is one with the tradition of honoring mothers on Mothers' Day, perhaps you could encourage your religious leaders to revise their message by reminding their congregations that families come in many shapes and sizes, that not all families include living mothers, and that families who have experienced the loss of a mother, the loss of a pregnancy, the death of an infant or infertility deserve to feel emotionally safe when they come to worship, including on Mothers' Day.

So, as Mother's Day approaches, and as you and your family think of how, or whether, you will celebrate this day, please also take some time to be thoughtful about your interactions with others. Don't make assumptions, offer comfort when it would be appreciated and, when in doubt, ask what you can do to make May 13 a positive experience for a friend or a loved one.

http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/when-youre-not-expecting/201104...

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Donna Robison Ross mother of Jesse Warren Ross, lost in Chicago Nov 21,2006

Thank you Sara for that aknowledgment!  I thought i was the only one who had trouble with this holiday.  Thank you for sharing your story, that means so much im sorry for your struggle and greatfull for your baby boy more so now than before i read your story. :)

My mother left me when i was a baby.  I met her when i was 16 and havent spoke to her in 12 years.  I was married for 10 years to man that has asberger syndrome and then some things i may never figure out.  I married him when i was 18 and he was 32.  We had 2 kids together and never in 10 years did he show me any gratitude on this holiday. NEVER! Not on this holiday or any holiday...  Last year my daughter asked me to buy an icecream cake for her dad for fathers day and like an idiot i did just because thats what she wanted to do for her dad.  He sent me a text thanking me for the cake.  I replied saying i would like the same gratitude on mothers day he said ok.  Of course like always i didnt get crap. My daughter also has asberger syndrom while my son has severe autism their disability don't help matters while i spent mothers day alone because they have it in there head to keep their usual routine of spending every weekend with their dad.  I could take them if i wanted but what would we do?  I'd still be treating myself.  I dont even feel like a mother on this day i never have and im sure i never will. 

 

Good article.  But DNA will never make for a mother figure.  I have a niece and nephew through adoption and I know DNA has little to do with family. Even if someone chooses not to adopt there are plenty of opportunities to still be "mom" to children.  My oldest daughter is an amazing aunt and substitute "mom" to her nephews and niece. If she never has her own children she has still been a "mom." 

I lost my Mom during my search.  I thought Mother's Day would be incredibly hard without her but I know that every day she is still with me.  That is my faith.  I know she watches over me and guides me.  Still parents me.

What if I had never known my Mom or what if she had been a type of mother that no one would ever want?  I think back and there were so many good and strong women in my life, teachers and nuns and neighbors, such good role models .... well I"m pretty sure had I not had a great Mom there were plenty that would have filled her shoes.

Mother's Day is pretty much for any woman that has acted as a good role model for a child.
 

Actually, in my Mother's Day blog on around that day, I included most of these women for whom Mother's Day is less than happy, starting out with "For all the mothers that never got to be that because of infertility, single status or other life circumstances,"something link that, at my blogspot: http://ldesherl.blogspot.com

 

For me, even as a mom now, Mother's Day is a mix of joy and sadness of what might have been. For even though I am delighted with my one beautiful, precious daughter, I'll always have feelings of sadness that I have never been able to "give her a bother or sister." This is because of what is called "secondary infertility," the inability to conceive children after having successfully given birth. Also, because of medical conditions, I have always been discouraged, even by my family, from having ANY children. I treasure and cherish my daughter and must guard from spoiling her precisely because of her single child staus. I am sad for her, that she will never have the siblings I know she yearns for. I have always felt rather stigmatized in the community of VERY family-oriented people of faith, who seemed to look askance at our family because we had "only one." I HATE it when people ask me, "Why do you have just one child?" or "When will you have another child?"  And I've reached the time in my life when my childbearing years are behind me, so I have had to make peace with this. I would have LOVED to adopt, but family circumstances and financial situation (and now age) make this not an option. So I will always have to content myself with my one very well-beloved daughter and treasure what time we have with her.

THANK YOU FOR POSTING THIS HONEY!! IT IS SO WELL THOUGHT OUT AND SO WELL WRITTEN!! LOVE ALWAYS...joohnny

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