Am I a Mothers' Day Grinch? Not exactly, but today I'd like to present a perspective that is different from that depicted on Hallmark cards: the perspective of families who need some extra compassion on this holiday.
With Mothers' Day falling this year on Sunday, May 13, now is a good time to think through how the meaning of this holiday for you may differ from the meaning it holds for some friends and family members.
Families without mothers. Even as I write this title, I feel some personal sadness. My own mother died over 30 years ago, after many years of my celebrating this holiday to honor her. Not only would I send flowers and, if distance prevented our spending the day together, we'd have a long phone conversation in which I'd tell her how much she meant to me, and I'd also remind my younger brothers to be sure to connect with Mom. In those days, Mothers' Day was about MY mother. Following her death it became a holiday with mixed emotions, as I cherish her memory while, at the same time, wishing that her life could still be a part of my life.
As many of you know from my recent book When You're Not Expecting, I have counseled hundreds of individuals and couples with infertility. Each year as Mothers' Day approached I would ask my clients to anticipate this holiday, think through its meaning for them, and try to find creative ways of deciding how to spend it. Some celebrated the holiday with their mothers or their mothers-in-law. Others used the day to connect with nature in some way, to indulge in a short trip, or to have a potluck dinner with other infertile friends who, like them, dreaded this particular holiday. So, while I won't go so far as to think of myself as a Mothers' Day Grinch, I do own up to my role in helping my clients to figure out how this holiday could be less painful for them.
Another group for whom Mothers' Day is poignantly painful includes those individuals and couples who have experienced a pregnancy loss or an infant death. Since, with regard to pregnancy losses, there are no rituals to memorialize the pregnancy loss (and often no mementoes to save, except perhaps a sonogram photo), the mourning parents may feel especially emotionally vulnerable on a day that honors mothers. If an infant has died, there may have been a service, sympathetic loved ones, and a gravestone in a cemetery, but in American society there often is the assumption that emotional recovery equates with putting the loss "to rest." So loved ones may not be at all aware of the emptiness of a Mothers' Day for parents who, even years later, are grieving the death of their infant.
In my life more recently, I've needed to extend comfort on Mothers' Day to my two nieces, ages 12 and 14, whose mother died unexpectedly just 16 months ago. It was especially difficult to comfort them last year, their first Mothers' Day without her, but this year as well they remind me that Mothers' Day will never be the same for them. And they're right. So I talk with them and their dad (my brother) about how they can embrace Mothers' Day in a different way than their friends' families are doing. This year they have decided to lay flowers on her tombstone, and then to go hiking outdoors, away from the visible celebrations in restaurants. If the weather is too inclement, they have a backup plan - a movie followed by takeout food they can enjoy at home. For them, as for other families without mothers, having a plan for the family to enjoy themselves gives them an emotional cushion when faced with families in their community who are celebrating the holiday that will never be what it once was in their family.
Families whose mothers are at a physical or an emotional distance. These families could include grandparents raising grandchildren, children in foster care, children whose fathers have custody of them, children who perceive their mothers as abusive and adolescents who have left home because of family conflict. Mothers' Day is likely to touch these family members in different ways, often with considerable ambivalence and wishes for greater closeness with this parent who does not live with them.
Another family where mothers may be physically separated from their children could include immigrant families, either because the children have not yet come to the United States to join their parent(s) or because, in the case of some undocumented Chinese immigrants, their infants are sent back to China to be raised by the grandparents until the immigrant parents in the US have enough economic security to provide a home for their young child being raised in China. Another immigrant group where parents and children may be separated for periods of time includes agricultural workers who travel entire geographical regions sowing or harvesting seasonal crops. Living circumstances can be very chaotic for these families, with low wages added to the uncertainty of living quarters.
Childfree families: In couples who have decided not to have children because they are infertile and unable for various reasons to bring a child into their family, Mothers' Day can be bittersweet. Many couples have ultimately made their peace with being childfree, whereas others still carry feelings of sadness and regret for the door to parenthood that has closed in their lives. Other couples have a firm commitment to remain childfree, a decision they reached after careful thought and, perhaps, after bucking their parents, in-laws and loved ones who urged them to consider the joys of having children in their lives. Indeed, many childfree couples do have children in their lives, but not as offspring; they are likely to look at Mothers' Day as an observance they can share with friends and relatives who invite them to their holiday meal.
Where do we go from here? So now I've elaborated on those families where Mothers' Day evokes feelings of sadness and regret rather than the glow of happiness most people anticipate from women of childbearing age. And, as you may have gathered, my hope is to encourage readers to think about how we can be sensitive to those women who are not mothers.
I think a great deal of grief could be avoided by not wishing every female in sight a "Happy Mothers' Day!" It doesn't pay to assume they are mothers and, if they are, chances are they have figured out how to enjoy this day.
Be on the lookout for well-meaning folks who are possessed with the Mothers' Day spirit. I am thinking particularly of religious leaders who, with the best intentions in the world, decide to honor the mothers in their congregations on Mothers' Day, either by giving them corsages, having them stand for recognition, or by having a special reception after the service. I cannot tell you how many of my clients and friends have been blindsided by a religious service in which they felt invisible, not honored and generally discounted. If your place of worship is one with the tradition of honoring mothers on Mothers' Day, perhaps you could encourage your religious leaders to revise their message by reminding their congregations that families come in many shapes and sizes, that not all families include living mothers, and that families who have experienced the loss of a mother, the loss of a pregnancy, the death of an infant or infertility deserve to feel emotionally safe when they come to worship, including on Mothers' Day.
So, as Mother's Day approaches, and as you and your family think of how, or whether, you will celebrate this day, please also take some time to be thoughtful about your interactions with others. Don't make assumptions, offer comfort when it would be appreciated and, when in doubt, ask what you can do to make May 13 a positive experience for a friend or a loved one.