Sara, great site. I am happy to be here too.
Beth-Forever Friends

Hi honey !! Thank you for the hugs..sometimes I need one !! How are you and the girls doing ? We really don't get to talk much but know you are always in my heart and prayers.I get my defibulater put in tuesday and will probably be home thursday or friday. Hopefully that will be the last operation for awhile. They're going to put me out completely.They normaly just give you a local but due to my back pain and COPD,I can't be on my back for 2-3 hrs for the operation.They're going to hook me up to the lung machine again which means my oxygen level will get real low again.That's why I'll be in so long..it will take oxygen treatment to bring up my level to where I can go home and use the oxygen home as I do now.They're going to cancel the visiting nurse and then start it up new after I get out.I'm getting tired of going to all the different Drs and all the test AND the hospital !! That's enough information!!:) I LOVE YOU HON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With Much Love and Big ugs...ALWAYS....john

LOVE THAT GRAPHIC! Too cute! Thank you for thinking of me!

Sara...was wondering where you are. How perfect is that scripture verse with Heather's picture. How are you? I know God is sending HIs love around you and your girls today, tomorrow and always. It's a glorious day and I am thanking God for all of ya'll at Peace4 the Missing. I love ya'll and appreciate all of the time and effort that is given to so many. It really does make a difference in the way our day goes.

Hi hon..I'm not doing that well.My left arm where they had a few IV's is still swollen and very sore and all black and blue;I really feel S ****Y! I get muscle spasms and shotting pains in my wrist and hand.My neck still has no feeling and it might be permanate.I was talking to Minnie's oldest daughter today and in mid sentence my mind went blank.I knew what I wanted to say but couldn't remember the word I wanted to use.She told me I have been like that ever since the operation.I'm also extreamly tired all the time even though I'm using oxygen.This and my regular pains and I'm basicaly a mess.I went to my primary Dr. today and my blood pressure was high(137/70 due to pain )normal is 102/67 and I gained 2 lbs but haven't really been eating.I gained the weight in just 2 days..The nurse who comes and checks me out said to watch out for gained weight gained fast as it might mean water in my lungs.I'm really sorry I haven't been on but I just don't have the energy.I promise I'll try to be on soon.Know I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH !! With Much Love and Big Hugs....ALWAYS...john ps..where does the "hero" come from ???

Hi sara how is my little honey? I just want to say I love you back. smooches.

glitter-graphics.com Hi honey !! Surgery went well.Still pretty sore and bruised.Had to stay extra day due to low oxygen.They said I could come home tonight if I had oxygen in my apt so they arranged it.I guess I won't be smoking as much..lol Just wanted you to know I didn't die.You can pass along if you like.I probably won't be on till sometime Sunday.Please give Gwennie my love.I really wanted to meet your dad and give My Minnie a hug.Maybe I did..will talk to the surgen in 2 weeks. With Much LOVE and Big Hugs....ALWAYS...john ps..Thanks for tracking down my cousin to get an uodate..It was very much appreciated and sneaky :)

Myspace Christian Comments & Graphics thank you for your comment. I'm trying to get my daughters picture out there and her story....you all here are a great help and like I say A TRUE BLESSING...xoxo thank you

Sara, I am very happy to be a member of this group.
Hugs, Madeline

Hi hon !! I don't get to talk to you much but I wanted to tell you something that's important to me anyway.In 30hrs I have to be at the hospital for surgery.Gwennie knows about it but I figured I should tell you also.Anyone else is up to you.It's considered major surgery and I am high risk.The odds of me having a heart attack and/or stroke are fairly high.Stupid how they are going to preform surgery to prevent a stroke but the surgery itself can cause one.Anyway..I wanted to tell you how much I love Peace4Missing and how much I love you.I am going to give my sister Margo your e-mail address so she can tell you if something goes wrong.I wouldn't want to just never go on line again and you not know why.I think Gwennie is a little upset so please watch out for her ?Maybe I'll get to hug my Minnie and meet your dad !! Even if for only a little while as time is different there.I just want to be honest.My sister and Minnie's oldest daughter,Janie is very worried as we are very close.I'm not worried at all as what will be will be.Both my sons know I'm high risk and what could happen.They're going to hook me up to every GOD damn machine they have the way the anatheaseoligist (sp)put it.They are going to monitor my bp through an artery hooked up to a machine as it's more presice,IV's,Brain scans,to check on wether I'm having a stroke,Lung machine with the tube down my throat w/oxygen due to my COPD and gas to keep me out,and a Heart machine to check on wether I'm having a heart attack.Apparently I'll also have to remain hooked up to them for at least 24 hrs after the operation is over.He said I have to remain in recovery for 2-3 hrs just in case the have to wheel me back to OR.They are also going to numb my neck so if they have to go back in it will save time.I'll probably be in for 5-7 days if things go ok..if not..I don't know.Either way things go..I'll give Margo your private e-mail address so she can inform you how things went.Know I love you very much.I wanted to write Gwennie one last time but don't want to up set her..just tell her I love her very much...she calls me johnny.GOD bless you hon ,I do !! With Much LOVE and Big Hugs...ALWAYS....john

Thank you for making this super supporting place to be at.

Well done !
(Too bad it can't be aired in all our Jr. High Schools.)
God Bless...........
luv sjg

Thanks so much. I can already see what a special place this is. I hope I will be able to help in some small way. Blessings to all of you.
Debbie

Peace4 has become a part of my daily routine! I feel I can connect to so many people and that gives my heart the balance it needs to survive another day not knowing where my firstborn daughter, Heather Danyelle Teague is. Peace4 has reached out and enveloped many hearts and there is a strong connection that we have. Hope must be shared. Hope must be renewed...sometimes daily...sometimes hourly...Our journey is not an easy one. We take nothing for granted. We have searched in places a mother should not have to search for her child... Every word in our vocabulary has been changed and rearranged, so we see the world differently than most. Peace4 allows us to voice and to vent and to share the beat of our hearts. I know I am heard here and I know I am loved here and I know my Heather is remembered here. We are seeing people come home! Matt is alive and Alice will have a proper good-bye! We ain't seen nothin' yet!! Matthew 10:26!!

Hey,
I wanted to tell you I was on the peace4missing website and my 23 year old daughter saw it and she said how awsome she loved the website thought it was a attention getter and I like it to. Hugs.

glitter-graphics.com Hi hon ! Just stopping by to say Hi and see how you're doing.I went to my heart Dr. today and got the ok to have my cartoid artery surgery done ! I have my pre-op test on the 27th..My primary ok is on the 27th and cartoid artery surgery on Aug. 5th.I had called my primary Dr because I get excruceating (sp) pain in my right hip and leg.Don't know what it is..just could be OA cause I have it everywhere else..lol. The main thing is the cartoid artery surgery..That way I won't get a stroke unless the operation causes one or a heart attack.Either way I'll already have the Drs. right there so I'm not worried...Minnie's oldest daughter and my sisters are though.No matter what I say to ease their worries it seems to have no effect.I guess they're natural worriers..lol..With Much Love and Big Hugs....ALWAYS....john